I Love You.

This is for you, Leanne. I was going to do this for you as one of your Christmas presents but I think the time has come for you to know my complete feelings towards you.

I'm absolutely and utterly in love with you Leanne. I want to tell you I love you with every last part of my heart and no matter what you do to me, I'll always love you. Yes, always. I don't know if we'll be together in 30 years from now or even 30 days from now. But I don't care. Even during the time that I'm not with you, I'll love you. I swear on my excuse for life and whatever is left of it that I will love you until the day I die. And if there is an afterlife, then I will love you there as well. No matter what comes between us, no matter what happens around us, I will love you forever.

This all sounds extremely cliched and corny, but I don't care. If I'm lying, then I don't deserve to live. I don't know any other way to tell you that I love you apart from my words.

I love you. I want to tell you a million times that I love you but I don't think you would understand. I love you more than anything or anyone I've ever come across. I don't know anyone as smart, funny, beautiful, mature or important to me as you, Leanne.

If there is such thing as angels, you are one of them. I don't care how you dismiss any good thing said about you, I hope that one day you'll realize just how amazing you are. You mean the world to me.

I think about you every waking moment. At school, at home, walking home, everywhere. You seem to be just an ever-entrancing movie just playing in my head 24/7. And it's the most hypnotic and stunning movie I've ever seen. You are the one person who could ever have this effect on me. Nothing and nobody is as devastatingly brilliant or as mindblowingly beautiful as you are.

I love you, Leanne Williams. It will stay that way forever.

♥

3.8.2010:

Funny how things change.